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070625_12:36:48 PM: i just now booted my puter, that was after  another attack of cataplexy and i got a warning  message - the system was shut  down due to a thermal event ( over heating) contact the manufacturer.  
anybody will get upset, no? but NOT me. I ignore the message and  start the system , and am at it again, making some notes.
This has been  what is going on for quite some time now. You hear the tick tack of the UPS and  ultimately the system conks off. Earlier it used to reboot on its own even when  the choice in the bios is to stay off. The latest is the thermal event 
I had another shut  down right now and am again at it after installing the intel monitor software  which warns me about any temperature rise. But i can assure you there is no  temperature rise at all right now. The processor is not over heated and i am not  going to service the puter; thank you gestapo
( i had a couple of shut downs later on during  the time i was typing this out but after installing intel's monitoring software  which comes free with this main board there has been no more warnings of thermal  event and asking me to take the system for servicing! it just conks off that is  all- added later in the day. ) 
incidentally the UPS i use can  be programmed to shut down automatically; but i have not installed the software  which has to be purchased at extra cost. But last time i was reinstalling the xp a message came during  the set up asking me whether a hard ware some thing connectd with the  battery is to be installed or not! I don't remember the  message very clearly but am sure that the word battery was there! What is that ?  
(the problem now a days is that  my digicam is not with me and i don't have any way of recording the phenomena  appearing on my puter screen when the set up is on and such eventualities like  when the puter says it had a thermal problem. I don't know in what shape it is  going to come back to me for the digicam has become a thorn in the flesh of the  gestapo and i am sure there will be an effort to manipulate it.)  
earlier i used to have a look at the newspapers in the public  library on my frequents outings to the city (you dont have to pay anything there and once you take a membership  with a deposit of 400INR the library is all yours. one of the main attractions i  found was the old editions of time magazine two of which one can take home and  keep for ten days - yes, it is a yankee magazine; but many a time, they come up  with very good articles) Now a days i keep to my house and hardly  move out. and so i depend mostly on the net for information. it was with this  intention only that i got on to the net last thursday night. Initially i had a  look at manorama online. it is a local news paper and so has all sorts of local  news in it; and one can read it on the computer screen in malayalam - if i am  not mistaken they have developed a malayalam font of their own. later i logged  on to time.com and after i saw a couple of pages i started getting messages the  pages can no more be loaded.
You can always say that there is some  problem with the web site. Well; it is not that; i can assure you. I am not supposed to read any of the  articles which give certain type of information like say medicine or advanced  technology. The moment i access them i will start getting messages that  they cannot be loaded. It is not a new phenomenon. For example, earlier when i  used to try to access the bmj there used to be lots of confusion If i register  for their customised alerts i will never get them.
(now a days every thing there is on payment  only and i carefully avoid their site. i think it is not just like that that  richard smith left!) 
I cannot imagine even in my wildest of  dreams that these organizations of international repute will take pains to stop  me from accessing their webpages. Only one person on this earth is capable of  doing it - the indian gestapo and of course  his pimps. 
however there is nothing much i can do about it; so better make  the best of a bad situation, and i tried some porn sites (? what daddy wanted and what the physician  prescribed was pure alcohol: take it from me they are not BAD).  Absolutely no problem! i could down load all sorts of pictures ( some of  the nudes are really cute with their invitingly erect clits) and i could even  access porn videos online. Later still i got to a porn literature site and down  loaded a good many, containing all sorts of stories about all sorts of things.  Again no problem! the fact of the matter is  that this is something the gestapo understands and is keen on. so there is no  harm in my watching them. 
It is a long time since i had read this  type of literature and i found that they make interesting reading (meaning i got turned on) and continued  with it till the next day. 
Later i thought rather than stare into the computer screen and  spoil my eyesight i would get a print out of the articles and i could read it as  a bed time story.
Well; my printer refused to print the pdf file! So i copied the text  and pasted it into a word processor (good old star office 5 ) and got it  printed. (When i try to install my printer  on this xp 865gbf system it was giving an error message and so i was doing the  printing on the 98 system) 
I tried the same trick with the other  stories in adobe acrobat but then i found that all edit choices on the drop down menu other than the deselect  all, repeat deselect all, has been immobilised! I tried the tool for  selecting the text and could do it initially. But could not copy. Later i found  that the text selection tool has  been immobilised. 
I tried my xp system to get the adobe document  converted into star office but the same problems cropped up there also. 
So I gave up adobe documents and tried printing the html stories; this  time the printer says there is  some thing wrong with the cartridge . I reinstalled it. Now the message  was that there is some other problem and the printer refused to go ahead. 
ultimately i gave up and  now i don't have much of a choice but to read it on my computer screen. And as  long as it is on the puter the gestapo (could be a female gestapo) can also  enjoy! Have a nice time.
Well, i would like to admit that i really liked  the stories and had a rollicking time watching the clits - i really drool! right now i am not finding them very interesting,  for obvious reasons; the batteries are completely exhausted and have to be  recharged; yes, i am completely shagged out. 
Last night i was  trying to make a dvd data back up. But when i start writing the dvd only thing that is available is  the image writer! I tried putting a dvd data disk into the drive it will  not read the disk but the DVD  drive will turn into a simple CD drive and will not show the dvd at all. 
This is all going on when  i am off line and there is no physical connection that i am aware of  between my computer and any other system. So the possibility is that the thing  is being done wirelessly  
i have been looking into this aspect. The main boards that i am  using ( this particular one is intel's 865gbf and i have another one 810 for the  98) as far as i know have no built in facility for making a wireless connection.  So the system at least initially has to be manipulated physically. And that means my house has been broken  into. 
I am not surprised; any body can do any thing to me and get  away with it. Initially in the nineties they used to break into my house and  swap my 2gb hard disk. But were finding it a problem to crack the eight digit  password that i have used to protect my documents!
Later they were  depending on microsoft mts and such gimmicks and the hacking was from the net.  Now it has become wireless manipulations and complete capture of my computer!  Technology has really advanced. the gestapo has got access to all sorts of  modern gadgets - that must be kind courtesy "the bush" in the white house; the  gestapo represents the interpol in india and makes frequent jaunts to foreign  countries on various pretexts. 
Now a days it is raining over here and that has become a nice  pretext for the gestapo to tamper with the power supply. There has been  innumerable breaks in the power supply since thursday. The fact is that the gestapo is thoroughly  upset - the dirty tricks are not paying off and the viceman has not yet landed  in an asylum or a prison and is still at large. and that in spite of full  co-operation from the "relatives"!
One of the immediate precipitating factors could be  that my answering machine is on almost always except when the power supply is  off – it does not function on batteries but just retains the data till supply is  restored. To make things easier in spite of the repeated breaks i have the  outgoing message made in to an audio file and saved it on a CD.
So  rather than waste battery during the power breakdown i take it off and reinstall  it once the power supply is restored and reconnect the machine!
The cd  helps for many a time the computer wont boot up and in such an eventuality get  the message installed from my dvd player easily. 
Rest assured i am giving the indian gestapo a real run for  their money. Just imagine how many bipeds are being kept busy by a humble simple  human being!
gestapo if  he or she has got any sense must have realized that he has bitten off more than he/she can  chew. 
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