duryodhan my hero



Second thoughts on

DURYODHAN

and the kauravas 

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Long time back I remember the doordarshan's national channel telecasting a serial “bharath ek khoj” based on jawaharlal's discovery of india. I dont remember much of the details for it was ages back. But one scene is still fresh in my mind - that of gandhari visiting her eldest son duryodhan in his death bed in the battle field. That scene has got permanently etched in my mind. The rapport between the mother and son one can never forget. Of course it was om puri one of the finest character actors in indian cinema who was doing duryodhana - shorry; i dont remember who did gandhari.
                  Looking back I feel duryodhan is one of the most maligned characters of the mahabharata – obviously, for he was fighting the hindu gods! The most likely scenario is that these were the real life happenings of yonder years and history is always what is dictated by the victor.
Deepa sthambham mahashcharyam
namukkum kittanam panam “
has been the watchword of all professional writers throughout the ages. 
My knowledge of the scriptures is very limited. The main source of this limited knowledge is the series of stories I have listened to as a child as told by my paternal grandfather. We used to have story telling sessions almost daily – I will pull a stool into the space between the foot supports of granpa's easy chair and start pestering  him " granpa, please tell me a story” and the old man will almost always oblige. My grandfather was an excellant story teller – he will act it out, add exaggerations of his own and make it real enjoyable. He was a religious hindu and of course his descriptions were never critical of the gods – on the contrary.
I feel a lot of injustice has been done to the kouravas in general and duryodhan in particular in the epic. may be or could be I am wrong; all the same here are some of the points I want to high light.

                  Do you think all those great gurus and even the pithamaha would have fought on the side of the “unjust” kouravas in a dharmayudha, whatever be the other compulsions ? 
Balaram did not take part in the war at all – that is because he dots on his younger brother and would never want to fight him; otherwise he would definitely have fought on the side of the kouravas it looks. And we would have had in our hands at least one pandava less unless the machiavellian cunning krishna had stopped his elder brother who was bent on finishing off bhima on seeing the treachery  done to his favourite disciple duryodhana.  
Again, is it not childish not to accept the defeat sportingly in the game of dice rather than claim that they were defeated by trickery which is more becoming of a child  under ten !

Now coming to the individuals - can you even in your wildest of imaginations visualise duryodhan pawning bhanumathi in a game of dice ? If my hunch is right friend duryodhan will cut his own throat rather than do such an ignoble thing. only a pandava can do it.
And isn't it disgusting the elder yudhishtira and sahadeva taking turns on the same woman! Has polyandry been an accepted norm in any civilized society ? Can you describe this woman as the mythical dharam pathni by any stretch of imagination.
I remember reading long back in a malayalam periodical a story – karan and bhanumathi had an argument on the game of chess they were playing; neither of the two were in any mood to give in and the situation got aggravated. and it was when the quarrel reached the pushing and shoving stage that king duryodhan walked in.
The mischief mongers were a bit embarrassed; but the king was unperturbed – duryodhan knows his friend and his wife and will never entertain “that sort of doubts” about them. Namboori had drawn a funny cartoon there ( of course it is his enemy party ) which I did not appreciate at all .
On the other side you have five brothers sharing the same woman and one of them being penalised when he made a wrong entry – peeped into her bedroom while yudhishtira was doing her ? I dont remember exactly. And the funny system of you keeping your footwear outside the bed room to let your brothers know that the place has been taken; Yuck! And the epitome of fraternal affection was Bhim trying  to strangle his weakling elder brother for letting droupadi insulted.


                  Duryodhan I feel was at his finest when he crowned karan the angaraja. Karan, the great warrior, insulted and jeered at because of the  soorya puthra's so called low birth,  was on the spot raised to the rank of kings. 
             Who else but a duryodhan could have the guts, the audacity, to perform such an act in those mythical days! dont you think duryodhan ought to be celebrated as  the first real revolutionary of our ancient history
                by the way have you noticed it – sensible indians name their son karan and not arjun; westerners christen their child hector and not achilles for that matter.

I feel there should be a re-thinking on the whole matter and justice  done to  the vanquished as well.

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now
the knight's move

"halki si muskan"

sapnom ki duniya aabaad karnevali vo 
halki si muskan ?
jee; mujhe yaad hai.
.    .    .   .
sach; theri kasam.
.   .    .    .
sirf ehsas heh yeh; rooh se mehsoos karo
 hathom se chhoo kar ise ristom ki ilsam na de


THE SHAMBLINGS
OF
THAT MOTLEY CREW

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Man is a social animal. An individual becomes part of society to protect his interests; in turn, the individual also has certain obligations towards the society.

If the society refuses to keep its part of the bargain the individual no more has any responsibilities towards such a society.

I am a citizen of india by birth and domicile. The constitution of india has endowed me with my fundamental rights which are supposed to be sacrosanct. But my life and liberties are being trampled upon with impunity.

As a citizen the constitution guarantees me the right to move the courts to restore my fundamental rights – that is irrespective of the fact whether I am pleading in person or have engaged a lawyer.

All that I am asking for is a fair hearing in the open court. But I am being denied this right that is available to every citizen in the country on one flimsy pretext or other. The very people who are getting paid to dispense justice are bending over back wards to bail out the culprits.

The basic tenet of the judiciary being thrown to the winds the deterrent effect of the fear of getting punished is not there. The result is that my personal life is being ransacked by all and sundry with impunity.

I have to wriggle out of this impasse one way or the other.

The only opening I find is to provoke the non-violent “sathyagrahees” into action one way or the other – tease them, taunt them, insult them; do just any thing that will make them come out into the open and retaliate. And I am making a serious effort in that direction.

I have been doing all sorts of things, things which I would not have even dreamed of under normal circumstances. I am desperate - desperate situations warrant desperate remedies.

By the way, you cannot eat the cake and have it. the very pretext that is being used by the secret police to ransack my personal space is a double edged sword. As matters stand nowI can do any thing ( even murder ) and get away with it . I am determined on making the best of a bad situation.

I do not believe in putting up with nonsense. Dont ever think you can dictate terms to me; it will not work out that way. your veiled threats have been taken note of; "galthi ho gaya maaf kar de" ? me ! not on my life.

just leave me alone and things will go back to normal. Otherwise, things are going to get from bad to worse ( and further ). Don't blame me; you are asking for it.


Personal anthem

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" So distantly i turn to view, the shamblings of that motley crew;
those souls that lack the strength mine has, steeled in the school of old aquinas.

where they have crouched and crawled and prayed,
i stand, the self doomed; unafraid, friendless, fearless, alone.
indifferent as the herring born; firm as the mountain ridges,
where i flash my antlers in the air."

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